Friendship and Love

他

2012-01-21T02:12:00.000-08:00

在花园里 , 看着身穿白色的他 , 摸着他白白的头发 , 抱着他 , 但他依然要走了。
他的身体慢慢的 , 慢慢的变冷了 ; 我的手心慢慢的 , 慢慢的失去了他的温暖。
我把他放在他从来没有走过的草地上 , 希望他会跑一跑 , 但他只静静的坐在那儿 . . .
绿绿的草地上 , 白白的他 . . .
当我摸他时 , 他已 . . . 冷冷的像石头一样 . . . 他已走了 . . .
在花园里 , 我挖了一个洞 , 给了他最后一吻 , 是时候放手了 . . .
入土后 , 放了菊花 , 转身 , 走了 . . .
天默默地暗了 ,
有如 , 我生命的阳光和他一同走了 . . .
我默默地流下眼泪 ,
一滴滴眼泪都带着与他的回忆 . . .

傻傻的告诉自己 , 缘份末尽 , 下世仍然继续。

Smile

2012-01-04T09:29:00.001-08:00

Some people have the most beautiful smile ever ,

and so you spend your life trying to keep them smiling ,

because you know you will smile when you see the sun

Friendship and Love

2012-01-04T09:28:00.000-08:00

Friendship ends when love ends ;
awkwardness came first ;
then comes speechless ;
end with friends by name ;
and stranger by heart . . . . . .

也许

2011-12-23T06:17:00.000-08:00

... ... ... 默默的 " 我喜欢你 " ... ... ...

... ... ... 也许有一天会变成 ... ... ...

真实的 " 我爱你 "

Ladder

2011-11-11T08:49:00.000-08:00

If life is a ladder ...

there will be a certain point ,

where you have to build more step yourself ,

to climb further up !

红玫瑰

2011-10-26T10:39:00.000-07:00

带刺的玫瑰 ,
无人了解 ;
无刺的玫瑰 ,
不是真正 ;
血红的玫瑰 ,
流着血泪。

得不到

2011-10-21T09:51:00.000-07:00

有时，
我突然会哭 ...
不知道为什么 ...
也许 , 或许 ...
是因为我爱上了你 ,
但得不到 ...
远远地看你幸福 ...

Humanity

2011-10-04T22:30:00.000-07:00

Humanity ,

It is not only just a word ,

It is life ,

It is love ,

It is the beauty of us .

玫瑰的遗憾

2011-09-19T11:42:00.000-07:00

有谁，

何时，

会发现美丽的外表下，

有充满刺的心

。。。

WONDER

2011-07-15T21:52:00.000-07:00

Wonders ,

I wonder ...

what does it feels likes ,

how does it look likes ,

what does it sound likes ,

how does it smell likes ,

what doest it taste likes ,

but ...

it is just wonders ...

wonders ???

Don't you ...

2011-06-29T07:53:00.003-07:00

Don't you wish that ,

when you are alone ,

you just want someone to sit right next to you ,

don't need to say anything ,

don't need to do anything ,

just sit there ,

right beside you .

and yet , you feel warm inside ,

knowing someone is there , beside you ,

knowing that you are not alone anymore ,

then , you will look at her , and give a smile that say

" Thank you "

LITTLE THINGS

2011-05-09T11:30:00.000-07:00

It is the little things in our life

that

.. we should remember ..

The first kiss when you were born

The first hug you got

The first word you spoke

The first step you took

The first time you fell

The first toy you got

The first in every thing ...

it's little , not a big deal , but still ... it's important ...

we just have to remember !!

HER !!

2011-04-23T03:08:00.000-07:00

5 years,
we didn't see each other ,
it going to be 6 years soon ,

we only chat on facebook .. and it is always at midnight ..
the first chat was 3 years ago .. where we finally find each other in facebook ..
thanks to a photo of our primary school .. everyone was tagged ..
and thats how we find each other ..

we chat about our life , how is each other ,
she want to be a director , while i want fashion designer ..
with dreams and hopes ..
talking about we might meet each other in the show business ..
what we going to do if we meet to produce a movie ,
i will be designing clothes and she will be directing ..
Thats our dreams and hopes ..
and i believe one day we might be doing that ..
making imagination become reality !!

talking about dreams ,
she suddenly asked ..
" Do you still like me like in primary school ? " , " i mean like like "
that question was a boom to me ,
dont know what to answer .. i crap something up
" Well , i still remember your name and never forgot you . "
thinking whether i type the wrong answer to her question .. I'm nervous for the next reply ..
finally after a few minutes of waiting which was like a lifetime to me ..
she replied to me saying ,
" Well , we still friends and we going to be best friends "
That was a heart breaker !! TT.TT

that was the end of the first chat ..

Dreams , Reality

2011-03-11T06:50:00.000-08:00

Lost in my dreams ,

ran away from reality ,

My laughter are fake ,

my tears are real ,

pain under a smile ,

scares under the skin ,

tears are hidden ,

laughter are show ,

into the darkness ,

away from light ,

... ... ... ... ...

into the light ,

away form the darkness ,

laughter are hidden ,

tears are show ,

scare above the skin ,

pain above the smile ,

my tears are fake ,

my laughter are real ,

ran away from dreams ,

lost in reality ,

Which is reality ? Which is dream ?

... I forget ...

lose and gain

2011-02-27T09:37:00.000-08:00

Sometimes ...

when you lose something ,

you gain something ,

but you don't realise it .

Sometimes ...

when you gain something ,

you lose something ,

but you don't realise it .

When you lose ... you are so focus on what you have lost ,

and never look around and realise you actually gain something .

same , when you gain something .

Sometimes , we never see clearly ,

something is blocking us ,

and that something is our mindset ,

It's our human nature , that we look at things with only one way ,

but then if we look with not our eyes but with our mind ,

but with the wrong mindset is useless .

Using our mind , looking at things that we didn't see before ,

knowing yourself better , and knowing the world better .

When you lose ,

think of what you gain , isn't worth it ? isn't it good ?

When you gain ,

think of what you lose to achieve it , isn't worth it ? isn't it good ?

Nothing is perfect ,

but it is good to know ...

asking for perfection , is not wrong ...

always trying to achieve it , is a good thing ..

it helps us to improve ..

but remember , when things go wrong ..

don't blame yourself too much ,

remember , nothing is perfect ,

and remember ,

always stand up , put your head up , and continue walking the road .

Nothing is perfect ,

therefore there is no perfect lost ,

you have to find what you gain with you mind not your eyes ,

because the most priceless thing in the world cant be seen .

there is no perfect gain too ,

you have to appreciate what you have when you have it .

you will lose something on the way ,

but remember isn't worth it ..

Money is not everything , the most important thing to everyone is always priceless ..

lost or gain , is not about money ,

Sometimes .. its about the people around you ,

your friends , your family , your love ones ,

it's about the things you have in your heart and mind ,

your memories , your love , your time ..

Sometimes , Something , Someone , is what you needed the most .. and not money ..

Valentine

2011-02-14T06:18:00.000-08:00

One hand , one touch

one peek , one look

one lip , one kiss

one heart , one love

one time , one her

Only her

The perfection of imperfection . . .

2011-02-11T09:48:00.000-08:00

Blind ,

he see the beauty of the world with his heart .

Deaf ,

he listen the words in other's heart .

Mute ,

he never lie to others .

Without hands ,

he let a helping hand to others .

Without legs ,

he manage to walk a harder path than others .

THE PERFECTION OF IMPERFECTION

Tears ... Love ( guy , girl )

2011-02-06T10:32:00.000-08:00

Tears in my eyes ,

flowing down to my chin ,

drip , drop on my shirt ,

wet , cold and bitter . .

flowing down to my cheek ,

blow away by the winter wind ,

cold , bitter and pain . .

A broken heart in me ,

bleeding , not blood but pain ,

cannot be mend ,

there will be a scar . .

A scar in my heart ,

cannot be remove ,

indescribable pain ,

thanks to a broken heart . .

You ,

the one I love before ,

was once my lover ,

once my valentine ,

the one I love before ,

No . . . I'm wrong ,

I still in love with you ,

Sorry . . . . .

I have to move on ,

Love is not written on paper ,

for paper can be erased ,

Love is not etched on stone ,

for stone can be broken ,

Love is inscribed on a heart ,

and there , it shall remain forever . .

I'll never forget you ,

I'll remember our love ,

therefore , I love you

till the end of time ,

but I have to go ,

I have to move one ,

I hope you will too

Tears ,

. . is a part of love . .

Farewell ( girl )

2011-02-05T09:56:00.000-08:00

Listen ...

to the ticking sound made by the clock .

Looking ...

at the pointers moving in the clock .

Smell ...

the sweet aroma from your body .

Feel ...

the last touch from you on my hair .

.. It's farewell ..

His brown eyes shine under the light ..

I see myself in his heart ..

but

as I turn around and walk towards the door

I see myself no more , and darkness fell into my heart

A crack , A squeak

made by the wooden floor as I walk away

supporting me for my choice ...

My hand reach for the door ,

the door stood there ,

and let me open ...

Turned and open ,

the wind blow right in , telling me " let's go "

towards freedom ...

and I did , but it feel different

I walk out the door , not a sound , not a word ...

and he never come after me ..

The door shut , leaving me outside the warm room ,

leaving me in tears ...

leaving me talking to myself ...

saying : '' Farewell ... My Love ... ''

Goodbye ( guy )

2011-02-05T09:34:00.000-08:00

Listen ...

to the cracking sound made by the firewood .

Looking ...

at the bright flame burning in the fire place .

Smell ...

the sweet aroma from your hair .

Feel ...

the grace of your hair slipping through my hand .

.. It's goodbye ..

Her golden hair shine near the light ..

making the room brighter than usual ..

but

as she turn around and walk towards the door

the light is no more , and darkness fall into the room

A squeak , a crack

made by the wooden floor as she walk away

telling her not to go ......

Her hand reach for the door ,

the door tried to run away ,

but it's to late ...

Turned and open ,

the wind blow right in , trying to push her in ,

back to my hands .....

but it's too weak , and the flame is gone

She walk out the door , not a sniff , not a moan ...

and she never look back ..

The door shut , leaving me in a cold dark room ,

leaving me in tears ...

leaving me talking to myself ...

saying : '' Goodbye ... My Love ... ''

Myself

2011-01-16T08:24:00.000-08:00

... I always forget what i done for the others ...

... but ...

... I never forget what the other done for me ...

You and Me

2011-01-07T07:40:00.000-08:00

You , a girl from the other side of my world

Me , a boy from the other side of your world

but somehow we met .....

You , a girl that never know my existence

Me , a boy that never know your existence

but somehow we know now .....

NOW ,,

You , a girl who love me for who i am

ME, a boy who love you for who you are

One night , a dark night ...

where the only light is the moon ,

i was walking down the street ,

as you were walking up ,

i was looking down ... looking at the cold winter road ,

you were looking up ... looking at the white shinning moon ,

without noticing each other ...

we pass by each other and went on to our separated way .

... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... .... ... ...

a sparkle from the ground ,

showed me a silver heart shaped key ,

a sound from below ,

bring you to a torchlight key chain ,

i picked it up ... you picked it up too ,

i blew the dust off ... you wiped off the water ,

i turn back ... and saw you ,

you look back ... and saw me ,

we gave a smile for each other ,

and we walked toward each other ,

you walked down the street , with the moon shining at the back ,

like an angel flying down the moon ,

i walked up the street , leaving the darkness behind me ,

like walking toward the light ,

the torchlight you found ,

show you the way to another world ... to me ,

a whole new world ,

with me .

the key i found ,

open a door to another world ... to you ,

a whole new world ,

with you .

i bring back home to you ,

safe and sound ,

you bring back light to me ,

warm and light .

thats how we met .. how we know each other .. how we went in to each other's life

IT'S FAITH

I meant to LOVE you ,

and

You meant to LOVE me .

I LOVE YOU

!! thanks for being a part of my life !!

Smile

2011-01-07T07:23:00.000-08:00

JUST SMILE

...

no need a reason

...

it's free

...

and yet

you can make one's life happier !!

...

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2010-12-25T00:36:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS

to all

remember

CHRISTMAS is about GIVING not receiving ..

!! HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !!

Is her . . . Is me

2010-11-14T06:31:00.000-08:00

Her lifeless eyes look at me . . . and closed forever

Her graceful brown hair touches the floor

Her cherry lips become dry and cold

Her ears can never hear again and her nose can never breath again

Her smiles is gone and her face turns white

Her heart stop beating and her warmth is gone ...

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

She looked at me with her crystal blue eyes

She flipped her hair gracefully in the air

She kiss me with her cherry lips before

She listen to what I say and she smell like red roses

She gave me a smile on her beautiful face

She let her her heart pound to tell me, she will give me warmth

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

I love the way she look at me

I love the way she flip her hair

I love the way she put her lips on mine

I love it when she listen and smell like fresh roses

I love it when she give me a smile

I love it when she let her heart pound and tell me, she will give me warmth

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

I want her to look at me again

I want her to flip her hair again

I want her to kiss me all again

I want her to listen and smell like roses again

I want her to smile at me again

I want her heart to pound again, to give me warmth again

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Maybe i can meet her again

up in the sky and wearing white

Because at here, she lost her voice

because she had a sweet melody

I love the way she speak

I want her to say '' I love you '' to me again

So baby, wait for me.

Here I come ,because i miss you and

LOVE YOU

Where miracles should happen ...

2010-11-14T05:05:00.000-08:00

A place between heaven and hell. A place where there is no more hope. It is placed right at the darkest corner .

It is white. From the ceiling to the floor, it is white. There are no other colours, no red, no blue, no nothing. Just white. It is as white as the clouds up in the sky. Clear, and clean. Not a single drop of dust in here, there is nothing here except for a white bed and some white machines beside it. There's no sun shines, because there is no window. Not a single picture of nature inside here. Nothing. The best word to describe this place will be " white ''.

'' Silence is golden'' . If what they say is true, this place will be a ''gold mine''. Not a sound, not a word. Even the sound coming from a needle falling and hitting the floor, can be heard from a thousand miles away. And still, you can hear the echo of the sound, after a few minutes. But it is not as silent as you think it is. If you listen carefully, you can hear some beeping coming from the machine, and some deep breathing coming from the bed. Some whispers and whimpers come from the door as if the door is crying itself.

Shh . . . . . . . Listen, the song of horror is starting.

The room which is white, slowly turns from white to grey. Depression and sadness fills the whole room. Grey clouds start to form in the room. Thunder and lighting take over the silence. The walls start to bleed, and the white turns bloody red. Some angels come in and try to bring back light and hope, but nothing is going right. The dark shadow walk in, past the bed and through the wall, bringing the grey clouds, thunders, lighting and the blood out of the room. The room goes back to normal, white, but it leaves with a deadly silent in the room.

The angels walk out, shaking their heads, with sorrow and pain. Rain clouds start to drift into the room, and the rain starts to fall around the white bed.

Rain of tears drip on the bed, as the sharp lifeless sound is heard.

It is a place where love is found , but too late

It is a place where miracles should happen , ...... but ...... didn't ..

CALCULATOR

2010-10-30T22:18:00.000-07:00

Let start this with a lame joke ...

Which animal is good in maths ??

...

....

.....

....

...

got any ideas ....

the answer is

a COW

why ... cause

COWculator ..hahaha XP

so let start to the main topic ..

I have three calculator...

one is in my pencil box which i always use for school ..

the other is in my room ... because i always count things so it is in my room ...

the other one is in my study room ... which i rarely use it ... because i don't go in there much .. XP

all three of them ... are use to count things ...

there are good calculators

sooo one day ...

i use it to count something ...

which is

" how many friends i have "

so i use all three calculators ..and count...

surprisingly ..

the answer is different ...

.....

.......

the answer is never right ...

and the number

sometimes grow and sometimes decrease

that's friendship

one day ... you may lose a friends ...

but then you know one back later on...

then the one you lost ... come back again ...

and the number keep growing ... and growing ...

you can never say you don't have any friends or your number of friends is decreasing .....

because you just need to say the word " HI " to a stranger ...

there a new friendship begin

and the stranger you don't know become one of your friends

this is the truth ...

because all your friends started as a strangers to you !!

you can never get the correct answer

by using a COWculator ...

haha

so let the answer be INFINITY

and since it is INFINITY ...

so why let yourself to not knowing other

and still let them be strangers

SOOO

when you are at the bus stop waiting for the bus ..

look around .. and if you think they will be nice friends ...

soo just say " hi " ... and let the friendship begin ...

ps ... choose you friends wisely .. if you think they are not what you expected then

stay away ...

you cant judge the book by its cover .. so talk to them before you judge them

and after the talk and you don't really like it ... then its ok ..

because you will not know that you will see them again anyway..

and if you did just say " hi " again ..

but then in the class ... of office ( if you are working )

talk to them .. and get to know them ..

because you will be seeing them for a LONG LONG time ..

so learn to say '' HI '' and let friendship begin ..

who know ... maybe

the one that you don't even know they exist ... may

become your best friends

soo SAY '' HI ''

and

LET THE FRIENDSHIP BEGIN

ps .. HI to everyone who read my blog

and thank you very much

and I hope i can get to know about you too !!

SOOOOO

" !!! HI !!! "

ME !!! A GIRL .................. NO !!

2010-10-30T09:41:00.000-07:00

It was a holiday !! .. My family and I went to langkawi to have a holiday !!

my uncle went with us too ....

we went to have a cable car ride ...

after that we went to the souvenir shop ...

i was bending down to look at some souvenir ..

then my uncle was coming from the back ... then i turned around ...

and i saw his shocking facial expression ..

then I walk towards him ... and i ask why ..

and he gave me an answer that shocked me which is ..

'' I though you are a girl , i was looking at you , you look like a girl from the back !! "

and he smile and walk away

leaving me ... SPEECHLESS !!!

Then the other incidence ..it happen in school ...

it was an Exam week ... and i was having history ...

then someone asked me for a piece of paper ..

my bag was on the ground .. so i bend down to take a piece of paper ...

then an other friend was standing behind me ... i stand back up and turn around to give the paper to him ...

the other friend ( who is a GUY ) !!!... look at me and said

" You have a nice butt !! "

and i was ... SPEECHLESS !!!

Then .. today ... is our school prom night !!

then it was time for dinner .. everyone walk out the door to get some food ...

and i was walking towards the door ... and i pass by HIM ...

HE stop me and look at me from head to toe ...and he looked at my face again ...

and said :

" Can you go back there and walk back here again ?? , cause you look hot ! "

and again ... i was SPEECHLESS !!!

So i didn't do what he said ... and went out to take some food ...

later on ... i was outside .. and going to the ball room ...

HE was there ... and he whistle at me ... so i turned around ...

and he said ... :

'' If you are a girl ... i will soooo fall in love with you weii !!! "

and this time ... i was soooo SPEECHLESS and =.=''

seriously ....

ME !!! A GIRL ?!?

NO WAY MEN ..

PS: I am a boy !!

not a girl ......

and I don't think i look like a girl ..

or have a body of a girl ...

soooooo .... I am a BOY !!!

!!! I AM A BOY !!!

.........

YOU KNOW !! what you know ?? OHH !!

2010-10-14T08:35:00.000-07:00

You Know ,

there is one thing you must know in your life !

which is ....

WE don't know everything,

Soooo

of all the things we know ...

what do we know about it ...

just ask yourself a question ..

after you give your answer ,

ask yourself ..

WHY

... AND KEEP DOING IT ...

and at the end

you DON'T know the answer.

and it all come down to

the word

WHY

and the meaning behind it !

...

.....

There is so many question in our life ..

Things that we don't even know .. it exist ..

Times that we cant predict ..

Things that we cant see ...

SOO

What to do ..

Well,

we just have to know one thing ,

which is ..

like i say before ..

keep reminding yourself ..

that

WE DON'T KNOW EVERYTHING

Life is full of mysteries

and since we have to live with it ...

so let it be ..

leave a little surprise for yourself .

because knowing everything ..

will be boring..

have sometimes to say

'' OHH !! ''

because when you learn something new today

it is one of the best feeling you get in life !!

saying '' OHH !! ''

is like the first time we do something in our life,

and we get it !!

try new things everyday , to get an interesting life.

Who want a dull life anyway !!

IT IS A GAME..

keep asking WHY is a game

you don't know the answer .. then ..

ASK ..

LEARN..

KNOW..

and

SAY " OHHH !! "

So do you get it ..

" OHHH !! "

HAVE A WONDERFUL LIFE

THAT FULL OF " OHH !! " EVERY TIME !!

IF

2010-10-10T07:51:00.000-07:00

I lost my memories

I will try to get it back,

because they are special , and nothing could replace it .

I will move on,

and make more memories with all the people i love .

I lost all my friends

I know i will make new ones ,

but none of them will be the same,

and so ... i will do what ever it take to have it back !

I have nothing

I will not have nothing ,

as long i have you , you and you ,

and all the memories with all of you ,

thats all i need .

i have the money

I don't think i need it,

cause no amount money,

can buy what i want,

want i want is priceless,

which will be all of you.

......I die......

I want to have a white funeral,

everything must be white,

from what i wear .. to the colour of the flowers .

I want all my friends come to visit me

so that i could see them again.

one last time

I don't want anyone to cry because they are sad,

I want them to smile,

because i knew that i have a good life,

because i get the chance to met you all,

you all are priceless to me,

SMILE

for me

thats is what i want to see,

you can cry but cry because you are

happy for me,

cry because you smile too much,

i cry when i laugh too much,

so you can laugh.

so if i die..

i don't need anything fancy,

don't need to burn things for me,

cause i don't need it,

just remember me,

that will be enough.

and remember to continue to smile in your life too

cause

even if i am gone,

i still want you to have a happy life

because i love you,

and

i know you love me too .

!! ^.^ !!

SMILE

MEMORIES

2010-09-13T09:17:00.000-07:00

It is true that MEMORIES cannot be bought .....

but you may forget it ........

but even if you forget it ... you never really forget it

......it is always in your head............

and one day you will remember it

some how .... you will remember it

because you will never really forget it.

( i don't think you get this ... but still if you get it ... you get it )

I have a memory ...... a beautiful memories ......... which i will never forget .........

It was him

He appear in my life ..... when i was 13,

and since then ... we been best friends ,

he been in my life for 5 years,

but it seem like a lifetime,

but still even a lifetime is not enough to spent with him,

because he is my BEST FRIEND.

we been together a lot since then.....

we been through a lot of thing together

such as ................

every year when the time to choose what activities to join ....

when we together planning something out ..

not only for carnival day ... but any occasion

in the school ........ or in the outside world

we been through ups ans downs together

but then .......... things happen ..........

i got the feeling when he sms me when midnight .......

but still ............ when it happen ...... it cannot be stop .........

maybe this is faith

maybe this is just a task from god ........

i don't know

but still ....... no matter what it is ...........

i know one thing

and i will believe in it

and it is that

OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL NEVER END

ya haha

maybe

one day that we will meet each other again

and our friendship will continue

and

i will BELIEVE that day will come

haha

and when we meet again ,

i will make him pay,

haha,

i will make him pay for leaving me behind,

haha,

i will make you spend your time 24-7 with me,

to repay all the days you have leave me ,

I am a bad person , and now you know.

if you reading this, haha

be careful

and

HOPE WE MEET AGAIN SOMEDAY .

our memories will be with me ,

in my head, and i will never forget it,

and i hope you remember me too ,

No..... i don't need to hope ...... cause i know you will remember me ..... XD

one more thing .............................

!!! FRIENDS TILL THE END !!!

.. time .. STOP

2010-09-09T11:17:00.000-07:00

It is holiday ..... which mean almost everyone is taking a break .. from everything .. and time seem to passes slowly too.

It seem that time need a break too ..... so seconds become minutes ... minutes become hours .... time is getting slower.

Or maybe it just SEEM like it ....... but still who know ..... maybe the time stopped ... but we wont know .... cause we will stop too ............. the time where the earth stood still ... and every living thing on it ........ so .........we will never know ....

TICK TOCK ..... TICK TOCK .....

TIME oh time ..... why oh why

when we having fun ... you pass quicker than usual

when we are sad ... you move slower that usual ...

you know ... you are a very special thing .. in every one's life .......

It seem that you are a living thing with emotion and feeling ...... and you want to be with us ... and you always been ......

when we are having fun ....... you too ..... you move faster ..... you want to play ...... you get so happy and high per when you see us laugh ......

when we are sad ........ you too .... you move slower ..... cause you want to be with us just a little longer .... and to hear what we want to say ...... and most importantly you let us think ....

TIME ......

you see us grow .. from one year old to ......... how long we going to live........

you share you eternal life to watch over us ........

you never say anything ..... every time we have too much fun and forget about you .......

................ you just sit there quietly ......... watching us ..... enjoying our smile on our face ......

you are always there for us ...... when we need you to think ........... when we are sad .... you slow thing down so that ..... we will not miss anything in life ....you say : " look there is so much things out there ..... waiting for you ... stop crying and stand back up ....... there is a lots of thins that you are missing out there . " ............. then we get back up on our feet ..... and follow what you say .............

TIME oh TIME .......

why are you so special ?? ..... why are you so kind ......... why are you so nice ........

you make us think ..... you make us happy ........ you make us enjoy every second in life .......

TIME ...... you will never stop .... even if you do ..... we will never know .............

TIME ...... you let us grow .......

TIME ...... we as humans should appreciate you more ...... enjoy every second you give us ........

TIME

we should love you more ..... for because you never stop

loving

caring

about us

TIME

WE LOVE YOU !

IT IS YOU

2010-09-04T03:45:00.001-07:00

you know what ...... if you continue doing it ....... one by one ..... you will lose everyone ..... i tried .... we tried ....... and if you dont try ..... please not that we give up on you ...... but it is that you give up yourself ...... and you are the one who lose everything .... not us ...... although we will lose only you ..... but i can tell you one thing ....... the one who will be crying ... praying .... will be NOT YOU but US ...... you know why ... cause you are our friend ...... and you know why you wont be sad .... because you are the one who done this ....... and we are the one who will get hurt , but let me tell you ..... if this happen .... please dont regret .... cause as your friends we hope that you live a happy life ... even without us ...... and i can tell you one thing .... ...... it is all end up with YOUR DECISION .

SORRY

2010-09-03T03:53:00.000-07:00

Beside sorry i have to say sorry again,

because i did a bad thing ,

which is horrible , terrible , and

it is not an act of FRIENDSHIP ,

well i don't know what else to say to you ,

beside SORRY ,

i really hope you will forgive me for what i did today ,

cause it is very .... bad .... and i really really feel bad for doing it to you ,

and again,

DEEP DOWN MY HEART , I NEED TO SAY SORRY TO YOU FOR MY ACTION TODAY.

!! SORRY !!

please forgive me.

AARON

2010-08-14T07:39:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUU !!!!!!!

SPECIAL DAY !!!!

2010-08-13T06:58:00.000-07:00

HEY HEY HEY !!!

tomorrow is a special day ...

which is the day what my best friend was born ,

but he is too far .... so I'm here to say ...

EARLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUU !!!

HAHA then tomorrow i will post it again la haha ...

I'm quite happy because it is your birthday ,

even though you can't be here ...

but still ... at least you remember me ,,

haha and i will remember you forever ,,

haha

....

sorry la cant stop haha la ....

very high now ....... i dont know why ,,,

maybe it is because of you la haha ...

so at the end ,,

HOPE YOU HAVE A BLAST TOMORROW

AND REMEMBER IT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY ......... SO HAVE FUN !!!

HAVE SO MUCH FUN TILL YOU GO NUTS ....

but then remember to be normal during SPM....

SO STILL

!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUU !!!!!

IF I AIN'T GOT YOU

2010-07-30T08:31:00.000-07:00

Some people live for the fortune

Some people live just for the fame

Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, Yeah

Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share
With no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, you, you
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, yeah

If I ain't got you with me baby
So nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby

I'll stand by you

2010-07-25T06:04:00.000-07:00

Oh, why you look so sad?

Tears are in your eyes

Come on and come to me now

Don't be ashamed to cry

Let me see you through

'cause I've seen the dark side too

When the night falls on you

You don't know what to do

Nothing you confess

Could make me love you less

I'll stand by you

Won't let nobody hurt you

I'll stand by you

So if you're mad, get mad

Don't hold it all inside

Come on and talk to me now

Hey, what you got to hide?

I get angry too

Well I'm a lot like you

When you're standing at the crossroads

Don't know which path to choose

Let me come along

'cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you

Won't let nobody hurt you

I'll stand by you

Take me in into your darkest hour

And I'll never desert you

I'll stand by you

And when...

When the night falls on you, baby

You're feeling all alone

You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you

Won't let nobody hurt you

I'll stand by you

Take me in, into your darkest hour

And I'll never desert you

I'll stand by you

Won't let nobody hurt you

I'll stand by you

and I'll never desert you

I'll stand by you

Won't let nobody hurt you

I'll stand by you

??? RICH ???

2010-07-17T08:40:00.000-07:00

I keep telling myself ,

that I'm not rich.

well .......... i have a house , a car , and able to afford daily requirement ,

but sadly I am not RICH

when people say I'm rich ,

most of the time,

I just smile back at them and say I'm not,

I'M NOT RICH,

RICH is when you OWN ......

two to three ISLANDS ,

two to three JET PLANES ,

two to three HELICOPTERS ,

two to three MANSIONS ,

a house of cars , a house of diamonds ,

now when you have all this

you are rich

so I'm not rich,

but..............................

i can tell you,

what i don't have ,

i make it up

with,

BILLION OF FRIENDS

BILLION OF LOVE

where it cannot be buy with money,

which means i have something which is priceless,

therefore I'm " rich " in my heart.

i want to be rich ,

i want to own a lot of things,

and one day i will,

and i will always remember that ,

if I'm rich,

I'm not only rich in term of money,

i will rich in term of

FRIENDS

FAMILY

LOVE.

because I know they are the priceless and most valuable

so one day if I'm rich,

i will reunite all FRIENDS and FAMILY,

and

may the LOVE spread through out the world.

BECAUSE THEY ALWAYS WILL BE IN MY HEART

and

without them there is no me.

p.s : i seriously not rich

..........WAITING.........

2010-07-06T05:48:00.000-07:00

I'm thinking ,

of someone ,

I'm waiting ,

for someone ,

I don't know when ,

or how,

who ,

or why ,

but I know i have to wait ,

I know that she is going to change my life ,

for the better ,

..................................... I just don't know ................................

there for I have to wait ,

wait till i meet her

I HAVE TO WAIT

......... CARNIVAL .........

2010-07-05T08:43:00.000-07:00

Due to this year carnival,

everyone is stressing,

especially all my friends,

i know because they don't have the time for me anymore ....

hee hee

anyway,

What i saw these days,

is fight, misunderstanding, and more misunderstanding,

to be honest..

( i laugh when i see that )

hee hee

haha

....sorry cant help it....

FOR ME....

i don't think it is a wise choice to give up a friendship just for this carnival,

FOR ME...

i think it is better that people can listen more that they talk,

FOR ME...

i think it is the best when everyone is happy,

FOR ME...

i don't think it is a good choice to left out people,

WELL....of course .... that's for me,

i guess that is just me,

WANT TO KNOW WHY I LAUGH

i bet you do

...

....

.....

....

...

WELL.....

i laugh because you all are taking things to seriously,

WELL....

i laugh because i know you all can do better than this,

WELL....

i laugh because

WELL

you guys are just so funny.

YOU GUYS ARE SMART RIGHT,

then you should know that what is carnival all about.

CARNIVAL,

it is a place where children dreams come to life,

CARNIVAL,

it is a place where there is only happiness,

CARNIVAL,

it is a place where friends join their bonds stronger,

...

and not the other way around.

so i think if your guys blame each other for things...

or trust is no found...

then i guess you should not begin at the first place,

BY THE WAY,

i going to say something i should not say

right after this ,

...

....

.....

......

.......

........

.........

........

.......

......

.....

....

...

i think you guys are STUPID,

just to give up on things or friends,

when things goes wrong,

because as a friend,

we should not given up on each other,

we should stand side by side,

helping and supporting each other till the every end,

FRIENDS

IT IS A WONDERFUL WORD

DEDICATED FOR PEOPLE YOU LOVE

.............................................................................................................................

! THINK !

this is the last year we going to have together,

this is the last carnival we are going to do,

! THINK !

do you want to be the winner of the carnival ,but end up losing your friends,

do you want to be the winner for winning the trust and love from your friends and always together no matter what is the result of the carnival.

AND

ended up with a happy ending,

where friends always have a smile when working WITH you ,

and a precious memories to keep in your heart,

and you will treasure the moment that we have been together

FOR THE WORST AND FOR THE BEST.

LAST YEAR,

i want it to be the year where

TRUST,

LOVE,

TRUE FRIENDSHIP,

are found.

and

there is only,

TEAR OF JOY,

when we need to go our own way,

and

! REMEMBER !

..... FRIENDS TILL THE END .....

THE WORLD

2010-06-29T08:01:00.000-07:00

Some people open their eyes to see the world,

to watch the wonder and beauty of the world,
but when incident or accident or even natural disasters happen,
they will close one of their eye , closing half of reality.

They are some people who closed both of their eyes,
shutting down all reality of this world,
he knows himself that this is running from reality,
and will live a life fill with darkness,
but to him, this is worth it,
because, without using his eyes,
he could see the inner heart, inner soul and the inner beauty
of others, with his inner heart.

To see the beauty in others, is the reason he live,
betrayal, trickery, deceit and darkness,
he know is doesn't exist in his world,
only flowers, butterflies, and Sunshine,
and most importantly, his friends,

The Sunshine came from their smiles,
They are the butterflies who guide him through the darkest forest,
They are the flowers that bloom to the fullest, in the present of friendship,
They are his friends, all he see in them is,
good, happiness, trust, love, hope and
they bring light when it is the darkest hours,
no ............ wait ...........

THEY ARE THE LIGHTS

ACTING

2010-03-13T06:16:00.000-08:00

i been acting my whole life,

.................................

it is not that I'm hiding myself,

...........................

it is just that not much people accept me as myself,

............................................

of examples ,

.............................

i know something ,,,,,,,,,, a secret about someone,

.........................................................

i really don't want to use it just for mixing with my friends or to have a topic to talk to them,

................................

a secret is a secret

......................................

therefor i wont tell anyone,

............

haizzzzzzzzzz,

sooo in other words..........i don't have much topic to talk about,

..............

..................

......................

...............

..........

.....

i always say i know a lot of friends

well that is sooooo true

.........................

........but......

non of it are close

...........

.......

...

i always say i make friends easily

well that is sooo true too

......but......

non of the friendship will last long

....why...

because they end up talking to my other friends and leave me behind

...............

......................

..............

..........

.........

......

...

I'm not emoing when i writing this

because

this is the truth

of my life.

...............

.............

..........

.......

.....

haizzzzzz

we all have some good time together

thats a good thing

............

.........

.......

.....

....

...

i always sleep in school

it is not that I'm emoing

i don't know why people have to say that

.........................

.................

with that sleepy face does mean I'm emoing ok!!!

it is just that beside studying or listening to teacher

i just don't have anyone to talk to

which is a very sad thing

............................................

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...............

.........

.......

....

...

i always say this to myself

...........

.........................

it is better to be use that

leave behind by others

............................

...................

..........

therefor sometimes when you ask me to do something i will do it

haizzzzzzz

just to make myself feel useful to you all

........................

................

..........

but somehow................i just don't wanna lose you all

haizzzzzzzzz

like the song " my life will suck without you"

.............

my life will suck without you all

............

meeting you all

and being your friends

is the best thing that happen to me

.................

.......

so i got nothing that i should complain about

well

i shouldn't complain cause

well

you all are my friends no matter what happen

...........

I'm glad i have you all

..........

you all bring me happiness

.................

even though i don't know much about you all

and we didn't talk much

........

ha ha

but still

im glad i meet you all.

..................

......................

...................

.............

..........

.........

...

at the end

even i have to act

but i act with all my true feelings

and all my love.

..........

..............

.........

cause i

love you all

as my bestest friends

and

i will never forget you alllllll

ahhhhhhhhhh

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

love you all

ALWAYS HAPPY

2010-02-08T08:01:00.000-08:00

NO MORE EMO DAYS

from today onwards i will be the happiest boy on earth

the end

what a fun post this is

haha short and simple haha

TODAY,another emo day

2010-02-01T01:32:00.000-08:00

..........

................

I sit right in front of them,

staring at them ,right into their eyes,

and they talk,not to me,but to each other,

I'm like a glass ,they can see right through me,

and it hurts me,they talk as if I'm not there,

now, I really feels like a glass,

my crystal heart breaks into million of pieces,

my soul shatter around the world,

to be left out alone in the darkness,

wondering when will the light shine upon me,

slowly my hope getting smaller and smaller,

i tend to think there is no such thing is light,

and there it is,i slowly sink into the pool of darkness,

i sink and sink,

i feel the sorrow within me,

getting more and more,i cry,

i want to get out,but my hands and legs dint listen to me,

i sink faster and faster, for because,

the sorrow within me is getting heavier and heavier,

as i sink, bubbles rise up,

within the bubbles i see, the bad times i have,

the fight i have, the cold wars i have,

i can see it all,

it make my heart ache,

as i see those memories in the bubbles , i sink,

i sink deeper and deeper into the bottomless pool of darkness

.........

.......

MY EMO DAYS

2010-02-01T01:10:00.000-08:00

lol i been so emo lately

no idea whats got in to me.........................

so i have wrote two emo "poem"

well not exactly poem la haha ok

hope you didn't get emo too

There he is,

just found out that the worst thing could happen to him,

and again,he sit alone,

facing down,feeling totally felt out,

being totally invisible,

hearing laughter of evil everywhere,

As the laughter begin,

his heart is breaking,

minutes by minutes,'

pieces by pieces,

tortured, left alone, being nobody,

Death have come,

with his name on the scroll,

Grim Reaper standing on his right,

wondering should he bring him to hell,

Minutes passed by, then

he say with a wicked voice,

"Here is WORST than hell,let him suffer more here"

then a mist come by,and the Grim Reaper is gone,

leaving him alone, sitting there,

facing down, feeling totally left out,

being totally invisible, laughter of evil continue,

with a pen in his hand,

a piece of paper on his desk,

he write this,and with a drop of tear to end this.

..............................................the emo me................................................

A QUESTION

2009-12-27T08:17:00.000-08:00

ask yourself this question

if you are in a relationships

if you partner is imperfect

( well nobody is )

would you try to make him or her perfect

( if can )

???

think about it

think deeply

then see the answer below

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...

i hope you answer is

" i will not make him/her perfect but i will try as hard as i can to be perfect to him/her,

..............so i could cover his/her imperfect............

and because of him/her

I'm prefect "

...

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" and beside i love him/her because he/she is imperfect

that's make him/her special to me,

and that's is why i love him/her.

so i hope you like this answer

and i hope you can have a happy ending

and for those who is single

think about it too.

MOULIN ROUGE

2009-11-23T06:57:00.000-08:00

IT IS A LOVE STORY.......

where love is tested..............

IT IS A LOVE STORY.......

where couple are force apart........

IT IS A LOVE STORY.....

where everything is too late.....

IT IS A LOVE STORY.....

that the ending is..................

love......what is love.......

is it something that can be measure.....

is it something that can be used...............

is love that hard........

is love that hurtful...........

................love without trust is not love................

IT IS A LOVE STORY.....

where love is trust........

IT IS A LOVE STORY...........

where there is sacrifices................

IT IS A LOVE STORY..............

where there is misunderstanding..........

IT IS A LOVE STORY................

that there is true love..............

love............what is love......

is it something that you could buy......

is it something that you could take from something.........

is love a game.......

is love a fantasy.......

...........what is the greatest thing about love............

love cant be measure........

love cant be used................

......................love is hard.....

.....................love is hurtful........

love cant be bought......

love cant be took from someone........

..................love is not a game.............

..................love is not a fantasy.............

love.

..happens

when...

....two

people.....

......together

where.......

........fantasy

becomes.........

..........reality

THE GREATEST THING ABOUT LOVE

IS TO LOVE AND TO BE LOVE

HERE IS A STORY

2009-11-06T07:05:00.000-08:00

NOVEMBER 11

a day that...........

the worst have come......

a day that

there is nothing left....

a day that

friends turn to enemy..

a day that

peace have no more...

a day that

life is destroy...

a day that

i wish it never come...

things will happen..

people will get hurt

emotionally and physically

and that day will come soon

get prepare

trust me it will happen

...................................

love

2009-09-25T09:33:00.000-07:00

living without you is like

living without air,water and

most importantly

without a meaning.

.....................................................

.............................

to all my true friend

.................

love you all

............

love,

does not mean it have to be boy girl relationship,

it can be family toward family,

or,

it can be friends toward friends

...........................

to me

i have chosen friendship,

because it is the most wonderful thing in my life

............................

i will always enjoy every moment

with you all

...........................................

I CANT BELIEVE WHAT IM HEARING

2009-08-23T09:25:00.000-07:00

This is a small message for someone out there,

I am sick of hearing what you all complaining about each other,

I cant believe that you all say that,

if you love each other you wont say all that,

what's the use of keep saying that both of your distance is getting further apart,

what's the use of keep saying that your relationship is going to an end,

let me tell you.............

if you don't go and try to make you relationship closer,

if you don't go try as hard as you can to maintain it,

go beyond you limit,

then please , please just forget about it,

why?

it show that you are not a good partner,

and most of all you doesn't deserve it ( the love between each other)

and your partner doesn't deserve the pain you are giving,

and if you want to go this end of the story, you will never find love again,

because you are not an understanding person and most of all you are not a good lover.

love requires sacrifices

before i end this,

i hope you all find a way to continue you relationship,

to go the other way of the story,and that will be ''happily ever after''

wish you guy good luck and hope you all make it and be two lovey couple.

LOVE ONES

2009-08-08T08:26:00.000-07:00

Days have passed,

staying in my room,

looking through the window,

staring at the moving clouds,

nothing else to do,

just thinking about you.

Even though the days have passed,

weathers have changed,

the trees bloom and wilt,

the flower's buds bloom and wilt again,

the clouds always changing,

but,i will not stop thinking about you.

Nature always changes,

from spring to summer,summer to fall,

fall to winter and winter to spring again,

mother nature just loves to change,

why can't she just stop at fall,

the season that we first met.

I was sitting on a bench in the park,

and you walked pass with your friends,

"wow, she's an angel"that's what i thought of you,

when you walk it's like you're flying with angel's wings,

every step you take, flowers bloom along you,

there is no doubt, that you came from heaven.

Silence,

where time have stopped,

leaves paused in mid air,

people became statues,

time stopped,

to let me enjoy your beauty, again and again.

Eyes which sparkle, day and night,

lips as red as cherry,

hair as smooth as you skin,

smile which warms my heart,

laughter that awakes my inner soul,

brings me back to life to enjoy it with you.

A Tree

2009-08-08T08:10:00.000-07:00

Standing alone in a middle of

a third world country,

The place you only see

the darkness of a lifeless place,

People living along the streets

without care and love.

I can see everything at this height,

that's my advantage but also a disadvantage,

looking at the crime happening and can't help them.

It's like a thousand swords cutting through my heart.

Then, I see a young women holding a baby,

looking straight into my eyes.

She is shivering in that thin cloth.

She climbs up to me but keep falling down,

she didn't give up, she touches my heart.

My white fluffy tears start falling down.

She pick it up,

for er child but not for herself.

She sits next to me,shivering.

All I can do is stand there,

looking and staring at them,

thinking, there is nothing else I can do for them.

A COTTON TREE